To Cut Or Not To Cut

I walked for an hour today in the morning while everyone was still asleep. I need to be alone for some time everyday to just think and try to relax from whatever it is that's stressing me out and walking helps with that. My thoughts usually flood me during the night but that used to exhaust me because I wouldn't get any sleep, so now I try to walk around the neighborhood before bedtime. Today I happened to walk in the morning because I woke up from a stressful dream and the best way to get rid of the weird feeling was to walk. I saw so many beautiful flowers....my neighbors have good taste! There is one lady who lives ten minutes away from my house...she has the cutest front yard. So many different types of plants and flowers! Her yard is very small but it's still filled with plants~ I always walk by her house on my nightly walks...I hope she doesn't think I'm a creeper...I just love her yard so much~ I want my future house to be like that....a small house that is cosy and surrounded by nature. Her house is very eclectic. I love that. Reminded me of The Borrower Arrietty <3

Another thing related to stress (maybe???) was something that has plagued me for the past two months. My hair was falling out! A month before my studio final I realized something was wrong with the amount of hair falling out and I freaked out which made matters worse, so I tried not to think about it, but that didn't help either. After school ended, my hair was still falling out so I decided to just cut it short...shoulder length. It makes so sense...I know...cutting it is not gonna make it fall out any less, but whatever. It's been two weeks now that my hair has returned to it's former self...I don't know if it's because I've been exercising regularly again or if I've been taking too many fish oil tablets....not sure, but I'm happy~ My dad says it might be from stress, but I feel as much stress now as I did a month ago...so I don't know.

I went to my hairdresser with my sister today because she wants to change her hair color and I thought about cutting my hair/coloring it just because she was going to. I felt desperate...wanting to change something out of the blue...but then I really looked at myselfwhen I got home and thought "it's great as it is"...I like my hair. So no cut for me~

I'm gonna go to bed now! I'll leave this Armenian lullaby here~ Hope you have a wonderful week <3

I LOVE FOOD

Food appreciation post. I met someone yesterday that was embarrassed by the size of her portion of the food she had ordered and it made me sad because it's not something to embarrassed of. Food is amazing and if there is a lot of it then everything is even more amazing! Food should make people happy...not sad. My uncle always tells me about his first date with my aunt. He took her to some restaurant and was impressed by the amount she ate and was happy that she wasn't embarrassed about it. I'm not advocating unhealthy eating and eating too much (I am very careful about what I ate and I also exercise everyday), but it's such a waste to stress out about what others think of the amount you eat! Enjoy life~

Crepes are amazing.

This burger was amazing too.

I like to cook quinoa and eat it with avocados or tomatoes or whatever I have in the fridge. So good.

My sister bought me Yan-Yans. Had to eat it. So good.

And then today I went to Le Pain Quotidien by UCLA with my sister. She is graduating in a couple of weeks so we had to go get her cap and gown!! YAYYYY

I tried to make a Triforce.

Have a happy weekend <3

Yes Please!

I WANT! I've been looking for a new pair of everyday sneakers. It's tough choosing a color. I'll probably end up with a neutral colored pair. The heels are from Zara. I've been eyeing them for a while but I want to try them on before committing! This is more or less how I'd want to dress this summer. Simple pieces that come together nicely and can be easily mixed and matched~

I've been playing Diablo this past week and I've been having fun dressing my character in all sorts of weird clothes. Then I thought I should take a look at my own closet and see what I have.

Baby Bird

I found this little guy today and it broke my heart. I had a mini funeral for it ;________; I cried and then my sister hugged me.