Today...well yesterday, I vaccumed and painted some molding by the floor cause there were ugly marks on them. It's really boring...painting molding...because you are all alone, concentrating on not spilling paint on the floor. And all that concentrating makes me tired. So I end up being extremely bored and tired afterwards....

Lately I have been having really bad dreams. Reoccuring dreams that wake me up in the middle of the night. I think I'm just worrying about how summer will be over and I have to go back to school...I'm really afraid of school. It's kind of weird. But sometimes it can get very unpleasant, where I don't know what to do. Last semester, I was waiting for the printer to print something...I was in a hurry, tired, stressed out from working on the thing all night...and I was already 10 minutes late to class....I felt this pain in my left arm...a constricted pain, and I felt like I was going to throw up. That stuff happens a lot during school. And I don't want to go back to that. It really scares me. My friend told me to think of positive things right before I knock out. So yesterday I did that....I thought of fun stuff, positive things and feelings. I woke up in the middle of the night from a bad dream, but I don't remember anything about it...if it was school related or not. I just woke up with lots of mixed, negative emotions.

I saw Public Enemy today. I liked their clothes...I want a hat like that...