I still have no internet. Blogging from work. Something amazing has happened..I thought I'd share: I found a couple of my childhood friends online!! I had been looking for them for a very long time...and finally I found one of their e-mail addresses and e-mailed them~ You have no idea how happy I am. I started crying when I got a reply. When I moved to the US, a new chapter in my life began. I had to leave my life in Sweden behind and adapt to a new life...and it was hard. It was a completely new environment and it was hard to fit in. Everything about this new place made me miserable. I didn't know the language, school was hard, but most of all, I just missed my friends. Over the years I had to think less about Sweden in order to be happy here. My life in Sweden seemed like it never happened...like living there was just a dream I had. I have been depressed for a long time...and now I am just overjoyed and it feels wonderful and strange...I don't know how to explain myself...But I feel sort of complete..like I have found my other half that I had been disconnected from for so long. Now Sweden is like a reality again...a happy memory and I am so greatful that I have found them and can talk to them like I used to.

^__________________________________^ So HAPPY!! <3<3