It's been a super packed week. I don't mind it though. Whenever I feel anxious, heartbroken, down, whatever, I like being busy. It isn't healthy to avoid those feelings - so I don't. I acknowledge that they exist but then I let myself do other things so I can gain some momentum instead of staying static. When I sit still, I have a harder time picking things up again. Gotta keep moving, even if it's just a tiiiiiny bit.
The week is slowly coming to an end, but I still have a super busy few days coming up. Also, I'm planing something exciting with my cousin. I might be traveling in the veryyyy near future. YAY!
The Beginning of July
I've had a very lovely July, so far. I've had the chance to take things slow, be alone, and self-reflect. I started baking again. I used to bake a lot when I was younger which was cool, but then lately I got trapped in the mindset that it was too much of a hassle because of all sorts of reasons. But it really isn't. I was being lazy and I finally admitted it to myself, which made me feel better.
Sometimes we know what we need to do to help ourselves but we're not there emotionally and so change doesn't happen - because we aren't ready. When I'm able to admit it to myself, I know I'm ready to make it happen.
<3
CUTE BUGS
I go on walks every night. It helps me unwind. I go walking reallly late (not a good idea, I know) because it's completely quiet then and there aren't any cars out that mess with the flow of my walk/jog. The quiet also allows me to hear everything in my head clearer, if that makes sense. I've encountered a lot of animals too (raccoons, deer, coyotes). I drew this little comic for the little cute bugs I come across <3
i love
I love sunflowers. I love them so much.I love going to the Korean spa after a particularly difficult day.
I love food.
I love my little corner.