KOKORDILOZ IS MY BEST FRIEND

My grandmother left our house yesterday and the house has been deathly quiet since. I miss her and so do all the flowers in our backyard (they told me)~ I've have slowly started to pack for Saturday. I'll be leaving LA early in the morning. I am kind of hesitant about leaving for some reason...it's stupid, but my heart doesn't feel alright. I will be going with my parents...they are staying for a week and I'm staying for two. My cousin wrote to me: "see you this weekend!" and it sounded surreal. I miss them so much and I can't believe I will be seeing them this weekend~

Moving on! I have a small obsession with crocodiles. It all started when a very special person gave me my first crocodile:

His name is Kokordiloz (which means crocodile in Armenian). Koko for short! I love Koko very much. I take him with me on long trips and I hug him to sleep every night <3 I feel sorry for Koko because I squish him so much...he is probably sick of me ;_______; but I love him ^_____________^

Together forever <3

The next kokordiloz, I bought myself! I got him from a craft store and painted him. He guards my books <3

My third kokordiloz was a birthday gift from a really great friend of mine~ She knew I liked crocodiles~ ^________^ This one guards my desk!

And the final crocodile is from the same person who gave me my first one~ It is a wooden crocodile pen! I wish I took a photo of the whole crocodile.....the tail of the crocodile is the pen~ It's a  cute crocodile that protects my pens and pencils on my desk <3

And so ends my post about my kokordilozes haha~ I hope you are all doing wonderfully! Have a great rest of the week! <3

Strawberries for Breakfast

I've been hanging out with my grandmother this past week. I love having her here because the house is more lively and there is always something delicious being cooked. Today we made Dolma together...it has been cooking for a few hours now so it will be ready by the time my parents come home from work. This past weekend was packed with birthdays and relatives. Here are some photos!

BBQ at our house.

We went to Le Pain Quotidien in Studio City with my family for lunch for my sister's birthday. I liked their Belgian Hot Chocolate. My aunts like to read each other's coffee cups.....I draw what I want in mine~

This is what a I really look like.

My baby cousins~

My relatives were over on Friday and at midnight we decided to play Lotto.

On Saturday we went out with friends to a bar in West Hollywood called The Abbey for my sister's birthday. I took a photo of this guy cause he looks EXACTLY like the guy who plays Dean from Gilmore Girls. Doesn't he?!?!?! I think it is him!

My breakfast today.

Finally, some good news! I will be going to New York in less than two weeks! I bought my ticket a few days ago~ I can't wait to see my cousins and hang out with my aunt <3 I just want to get away from LA.

I hope you all has a good Monday. Have a wonderful wonderful wonderful week~

jag saknar när jag var liten

Hey everyone. I am sorry for the long absence. I've been going through some emotional troubles and haven't been in the mood to do anything at all, unfortunately. I dislike when I become like this, but it happens and there isn't much I can do about it other than learn to cope. The weather seemed to follow suite and joined me in being sad, but today the sun has come out and the temperature has gone up considerably and I thought I'd come out from my bed and greet the warm air. My grandmother is staying with us this week and she has been trying to cheer me up. My whole family has been careful of me and I feel guilty that I make them worry. My dad calls me several times a day just to tell me a lame joke and my sister has been giving me long hugs and tells me funny stories. Everyone is trying to help me out. I love them so much.

I hope I am happy again soon.

Several weeks ago I received a package from Sweden that made me miss my childhood. Tack så mycket, Minna för ditt paket. Det gjorde mig mycket glad <3

Swedish postage stamps are cute~

Mmmm~

This one is my favorite <3

Sinuses, please be kind to me

My sinuses have been bothering me this week. Horrible headaches and my voice keeps coming and going. The pain was especially bad during the weekend but I can feel it easing up~ I am predicting I'll be 100% better by Friday....Saturday!! I've been doing a lot of cleaning and gardening. My room is being cleaned completely. I am giving away/throwing away things that I do not need. I have come to a point where I do not want to own many things. I don't know how I got to thinking this way, but I want to own less things in general. Less clutter and more use of what I already have. I feel that it will help clear up my head too.

OFF TO BED. Hope you guys are doing well <3 <3 <3