Backpain is the worst

I am so tired. But I wanted to take a break and write here since I haven't in a while. I have studio tomorrow so I have been working non-stop for two days. I am currently sitting on my bedroom floor...with cardboard everywhere. I have given myself a paper cut...on my cheek. I have also accidentally poked myself with my x-acto knife four times. My left eye is hurting for no reason. I had to walk to school today and back, carrying huge cardboards and it was a loooong and heavy walk. I have made my site plan....6 massing models....a section drawing...am writing my written statement right now...and have to make three more models and draw some diagrams. It is now 12:49 am. On top of all this, my mom has been doing really badly this week. Today I was home working and she stayed home cause she was in a lot of pain. I was in my room working but she would keep calling me to help her get up and stuff. It was getting hard to get any work done...cause...it's not just a one time thing....or like...you go and help and then you are done....You constantly think about it..."how is she doing now...is she calling me?..i can't hear...I should go check up on her"....sometimes I get angry and sometimes I get upset. I was stressing out cause of my work load, but I felt guilty not running to her every time she called. Her pain kept getting worse and worse, so I started panicking cause I couldn't help her. She kept telling me to call my dad cause she was getting worried. So I quickly called my dad who was on his way home by chance. He came home and saw that he couldn't do anything either...so he took her to the hospital.

GREAT DAY. JUST WONDERFUL.

I am so tired of this situation. I wish she could just be ok.

In Between Two Places

Friday night...right after my studio class, my dad picked me up and we drove to Ikea to buy furniture. We bought two beds, a desk and chair for me and a bunch of other things like...plates, knives, utensils, glasses, etc etc....lots of stuff. We drove to the apartment right after and realized that we had no electricity, so we could not set anything up. The next day we went to a wedding...and on Sunday my sister and I went back to our apartment and put together the two beds. We worked on one bed together...which took a while...then my best friend came over and helped us. My sister and him ended up working on the other bed while I fixed my desk alone, until my other friend came over. He washed our new dishes and put them in the cabinets and then helped me finish my desk and set up my chair. By that time...it was pitch black inside (still no electricity). We left to eat and then we went home~ My best friend and I went to study at around 9:45...which led to nothing except talking like always. Here are some super super crappy photos taken with my phone. Remember...no electricity in the apartment so it's just the flash:

Now I am sitting in my bed in my house....not apartment. It is raining for the first time...I have class in three hours. I need rain boots.

SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!!!!

OMG!! Yesterday (the 25th) was my birthday and I had no idea what was going on behind the scenes~ I woke up and cleaned my room the entire day...very boring. My two close friends had told me last week that they wanted to take me out today, so I said okay. They picked me up around 5 pm and we went and ate at a restaurant. We walked around the town for a little bit and then they dropped me off at home. When I ringed the door bell, my dad opened it and he seemed super happy. I walked in and I was showing him a book I had received from my friend...when all of a sudden...the door to the backyard opened and a bunch of my friends ran towards me and yelled "SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE". It was awesome <3

I love them so much <3