Today sucked. I have been sick this weekend and then I had Structures and Studio today....I was stressed out and unsure about my work. Studio was horrible...I felt so ridiculous...like I was stuck in the same place and everyone was getting everything fine. I felt like my teacher was dissappointed too... I don't know...I just feel like crap. I feel awful. This photo makes me happy though. I wish I had a tiger...
Hope you guys are having a better week~ <3
I'm really tired, but I'm feeling a little better. Today I went to school...I'm having trouble with my structures class...I'm hanging in there..paying attention the whole time, and after the class is over, I feel drained...but at least I'm getting things for now. I'm fighting hard...I need to do well. I want to do well. I like doing structures because it doesn't require me to think...well it does, but it's not like my other classes...you just solve it...then you are done. Right now I have a really hard time concentrating so this class makes me NOT feel useless.
Afterward, I went to my parent's office. My dad was working today...mom was home. I helped him fix something around the place, then I did some homework. I feel like I need to be my dad's support...I have always wanted to be his second hands..I can't explain how much I love him...recently, more than ever, I feel the need to always be there for him. I dunno..it's hard to explain.
I have listened to this song this whole week. It's so sad...but I can't stop listening to it...I really love Sufjan's music.
Okay. Now for some more homework~ I hope you are all doing well <3
I have been trying to do some homework through worrying and stress. Sometimes doing school work really helps because you are forced to think about only that...but after a few hours, I feel very empty. Last week I went to the chiropractor for my back. I have been going off and on, but he told me that I need to come in at least two times a week for treatment. This is concerning the car accident that I was in last August. I asked him if there are back exercises that I can do, and he said there are a lot, but the inflammation in the muscle tissue needs to go down first. It will take a few months according to him, but that's nothing compared to a lifetime of back pain, so I'm gonna try to go tomorrow.
I have been doing some ProPrac homework...we are drawing wall sections and window details for our group house design. Honestly, right now...I could care less about this stuff. But whatever.
I had a long talk with a friend of mine a few minutes ago. He is one of those friends that you don't get too see as much as you would like to, yet you know that they are really important because they care a lot. He knows of my ups and downs and we always share and listen to each others' troubles. He randomly called me and said he had a feeling that I was down and he wanted to recommend a book about being happy to me. Hopefully I'll get to see him tomorrow so I can read it after studying.
Other news:
I got new sneakers. My previous converses are over....I got them January 2006....they look disgusting (I still love them <3), but I needed some news ones, so I got these high top ones~ They are great~
Okay...off to bed. Hope you guys are doing good <3
I drew this a few weeks ago. It's an inside joke between my friend and I. My sister and our friends are obsessed with kids with hugeee cheeks and we always (we are strange... I know...) make jokes about them...So I drew this...The top writing is in Armenian...it translates to "CHEEK LAND"...an amusement park...on a baby's face....ahh Lorik..do your homwork instead...
The reason why I'm posting this is cause I haven't felt so good today. Some family problems (we are all fine), but I am having a hard time dealing with certain things at the moment. This drawing makes me smile...so as I am doing my homework, I click on this photo a few times to give me some "happiness boosts"~
Hope your week has started well. And if it hasn't, I hope it will become happy~ <3