Truly Happy

I still have no internet. Blogging from work. Something amazing has happened..I thought I'd share: I found a couple of my childhood friends online!! I had been looking for them for a very long time...and finally I found one of their e-mail addresses and e-mailed them~ You have no idea how happy I am. I started crying when I got a reply. When I moved to the US, a new chapter in my life began. I had to leave my life in Sweden behind and adapt to a new life...and it was hard. It was a completely new environment and it was hard to fit in. Everything about this new place made me miserable. I didn't know the language, school was hard, but most of all, I just missed my friends. Over the years I had to think less about Sweden in order to be happy here. My life in Sweden seemed like it never happened...like living there was just a dream I had. I have been depressed for a long time...and now I am just overjoyed and it feels wonderful and strange...I don't know how to explain myself...But I feel sort of complete..like I have found my other half that I had been disconnected from for so long. Now Sweden is like a reality again...a happy memory and I am so greatful that I have found them and can talk to them like I used to.

^__________________________________^ So HAPPY!! <3<3

Wake Me Up!!

OMG...I couldn't wake up this morning...too tired. I had a bad dream in the middle of the night..and I couldn't go back to sleep ;____;...now I am at work...about to fall asleep...yawwwwn.... Yesterday after work I walked to Morning Glory and bought a couple of stationaries and sticker. It is one block away from my work place ^____^ The weird thing is..that I don't feel so comfortable in that store...the lady working there is always starring at me..like I'm gonna do something..or break something...Very uncomfortable...that's why I always take my sister with me or my mom(lol) when I go there...but yesterday I was all alone and in desperate need of letter sets!

After that I went to the eye doctor(his office is right across from my mom's and dad's dental office). My eyes have been acting really strange lately and the place where I get my contact lenses & glasses is getting mad at me...they think I'm messing with them when I tell them that I can't see well..so they sent me to this specialist. He was really nice to me! He gave me a complete eye exam. He put in some yellow drops in my eyes to test the pressure or something..and he forgot to tell me that I wouldn't be able to see for about two hours...HELLO! How the heck am I supposed to drive home?? They forgot to mentiont that to me before the exam...Thankfully my parent's office was close by, so I just sat in the waiting room..starring at the celling. It was soooo boring...I couldn't see anything...so I couldn't read a magazine...I just sat there for two hours ;____; The doctor also gave me these ugly sunglasses to wear because my eyes were extremely dialated..and sunlight would cause trouble. The eye doctor told me that my eyes are very healthy(yay). My right eye is -4.50 and so is my left eye...but my left eye has slight astigmatism..so that's why I couldn't see well and had headaches! I'm so happy that problem was solved!

Today after work, I have to go to the bank and deposit some checks for my parents and then take my sister to Borders so that she can buy two books for her summer assignments. At night my cousin and his wife are comming over to visit...yay!! OKAY OKAY...I better get back to work now..^_____________^ BYE BYE!

And So Italia Wins~

WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY!! I woke up at seven to catch the Wimbledon final...unfortunately Nadal lost, but it was a beautiful game. I wish Rafa won, but Federer was just playing better. HM!! There is always next year for him!!~<3<3 Next up was the W-CUP...and Italy won!!!!!!! OMG! What a game! Those penalty kicks were playing with my nerves. I love/hate penalty kicks because I feel like I'm gonna faint any minute. France played beautifuly..their defense is so strong...but their goalie was not so much. I just wish...that Zidane didn't do what he did. He is just too wonderful to have ended his career like that...Marco Materazzi must have said something awful..but he shouldn't have lost his cool like that...He is truly an amazing soccer player...it just makes me so sad.

Italian team captain Fabio Cannavaro hold aloft the World Cup trophy as he is surrounded by his teammates and staff after the final of the soccer World Cup between Italy and France in the Olympic Stadium in Berlin, Sunday, July 9, 2006. Italy defeated France 5-3 in a shootout after a 1-1 draw.

Man...I can't believe it's all over...

This Sunday = Awesome-ness

YAY!!~ Sunday is just a couple of hours away!! My dad is inviting all of my relatives over so that we can watch the W-CUP final together. I am so excited!! Ahhh Italy vs. France~ It's gonna be an amazing match~ Of course I want Italy to win, but if France wins..that would be awesome too ^_____^ Unfortunately Portugal lost ;___; poor Figo~ But the last goal scored by Germany was really beautiful ^^ I like Oliver Khan...he's an awesome goalie~

I got your letter yesterday after work, Jen!<3 thank you!!~ I took my sister to the mall today...she is going to a graduation party tomorrow...i know...why tomorrow?? It's the freakin W-CUP final!!!.....but she has to go...so I took her...and she bought some perfume. My head is hurting now...all those fumes..ahhh. Whatever...then I went to Sport Chalet to buy some tennis balls and look at some new raquets. I am thinking of buying a new one soon...but I'm having a hard time deciding which one is more comfortable. Hmm..I think that's about it for today...I'll leave you with this wonderful photo!!~<3

{EDIT July 9th at 3:18 am...} GOOD LUCK RAFA!!!!...I hope he beats Federer today at the Wimbledon final!!...if both Nadal and Italy win...that would be amazing!! OHH! and Amelie Mauresmo won the women's final yesterday!!! YAY!!!!~ {/Edit!}