today sucked

it was pretty horrible in the beginning

just family stuff

ani and I had to stick together

but i was so angry

and i think i went insane

and then i got a really bad headache on the left side of my head

and my left arm started to hurt

and i cried a lot

so my eyes hurt right now

and then i decided to leave

and then ani joined me

and we went to barnes to read

im still upset

it was tough

there are so many things i wish i could change

but i have no control over them

and it is really painful

i am stuck here

im not happy

and i doubt it will ever change

so its scary to think about the future