My school starts tomorrow….well today… ;___________; so sad.

I’m nervous….I missed out on the last month of school cause I got sick…so I’m nervous to see people from my class. I’m not close to anybody, so there isn’t anyone I’m looking forward to seeing…school is such a drag and it hasn’t even started yet. Tomorrow won’t be a hard day…just an intro day for my Theory of Architecture class….but Tuesday….that’s when I return back to hell…..studio. I dread it so much. Back to having no life….

How have you guys been? I hope well~ I have been very busy this past week getting things prepared, so I have not updated here. I do update my tumblr very frequently, however~

Please wish me luck for my third year in architecture school!!!!!

Hi guys. I wanted to post a bunch of pictures from the past days, but I’m not in the mood. My dad just told me that a friend of mine’s dad has had cancer for the past year and now his condition has worsen. My dad just went to their house to see what was up.

I’ve known my friend for 10 or so years. I hadn’t seen him for a while, but we saw each other yesterday. He was happy and cracking jokes like always. I never would have thought. He hasn’t said anything, so I won’t ask him. I dunno…just more bad news after bad news. Nothing good seems to be happening.

I want my friend to be happy forever. <3

First off. Thank you guys so much <3 It has been a tough week and I know there are more ahead. I don’t know how to write this to not sound cheesy or whatever…but you guys are really amazing and I appreciate you so much. I wish you guys so much happiness <3

A lot of things have happened this past week…good and bad. I’m trying to find the balance which has been hard, but my sister has been there for me. I’m not used to being helped and it’s very hard for me to ask for it. I had been particularly upset one night and I had told a friend that I was fine, but he had sensed that something was up…I was getting ready to go to bed, when my sister came in my room after my friend had texted her and asked me how I was feeling…we talked for hours…she wasn’t trying to cheer me up or tell me how to feel…how I should be happy…when I’m clearly not. She just said that I should try to find happiness and not force it…and she encouraged me to tell her how I feel. I have always been the big sister…who people rely on. But ever since we moved here…I’ve had it tough and now slowly I’ve been breaking down here and there…so I have to make a change. My good friends always joke around and say that I act like a 5 year old (I like childish things, I enjoy simple things…etc etc)…it’s cause if I don’t…I’ll go crazy. Life gets so serious sometimes that I need an outlet…to let go of things. The day after my breakdown, my sister and I hung out the whole day..away from the house. It was really nice…we read, we walked, we talked, we ate, we took purikura pictures <3

today sucked

it was pretty horrible in the beginning

just family stuff

ani and I had to stick together

but i was so angry

and i think i went insane

and then i got a really bad headache on the left side of my head

and my left arm started to hurt

and i cried a lot

so my eyes hurt right now

and then i decided to leave

and then ani joined me

and we went to barnes to read

im still upset

it was tough

there are so many things i wish i could change

but i have no control over them

and it is really painful

i am stuck here

im not happy

and i doubt it will ever change

so its scary to think about the future

I went to the California Science Center with my family on Sunday. We wanted to go see the Mummy Exhibit. We did…it was pretty expensive to get in…and there were a lot of people…a lot of..kids. I hate kids so much. Especially ones that just cry and cry and run around and slam into me. I hate kids so much. I don’t think I will ever have kids. ANYWAY. They basically ruined the experience. The mummies looked amazing though! Afterwards…since we were kind of rushed around the exhibit…we decided to watch Hubble 3D which is a documentary narrated by Leo DiCaprio about the Hubble Space Station. OMGGGGGGGGG. HIGHLIGHT OF MY SUMMER. It was so exciting. My eyes were tearing up the whole time. I love space so much…I get so emotional and crazy. It was really wonderful! Afterward, my dad and I were like “OMGOMGOMG THE LAUNCH WAS SO COOL! OMGGGGGGG ORIONS BELT!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGLDLVWINRBWIEhG”. We love space. I’m gonna go see it again with a friend of mine this Saturday. We both love space.

I went to H&M with my sister the other day. I got two tops and these black pants. They are super comfortable~ I got the top I’m wearing as well<3 It looks really nice in person…it just has this weird smell…I can’t explain…this burnt smell hahaha~ So I’m gonna wash it and see what happens. I also got a leopard printed short sleeved top that is long in the back~ Didn’t get to take a picture of it, but I’ll post pictures later~

You can’t really see it in this picture…but I’m wearing a………MR. BEAN T-SHIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MR. BEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

And I’ll end this post with this picture I took at Costco.

Long day yesterday. Finally some relaxing~ My crocodile and I are best buddies <3

New shoesssssssssssssssss!!!!!! I’m so excited~ I went shoe shopping today with my mom. I haven’t gone shopping with her in years. Like…four or five years. It was kind of fun~ Sometimes I would get pissed hahaha (I would be reminded to why I do not go shopping with her), but it didn’t matter today. I wanted to take her out and just hang out..since we don’t do that so much…she needed some fresh air…she had fun, and that is all that matters.

We both went shoe crazy. She bought two pairs…I got two pairs. She bought a really beautiful (super high ;__;) heel from Aldo and a really cute and simple wedge from Macy’s. The one below is the one from Aldo.

I got the shoes in the top photos from Macy’s. They were on sale~ I also ordered a pair from Aldo that were also on sale…they just didn’t have a smaller size, so I had to order them. They will get to me in 3 to 5 days~ YAY!!!  EXCITED!!! They look like this:

Besides that…I just got a blood test done in the morning~ It was to see if I am doing well now that I don’t have mono. The lady who takes the blood test is already used to my face. Today when I went in there with my dad she looked at us and goes “Lorik…it’s you again!”. I still hate needles, but I have gotten used to them now…it’s pretty amazing.

OFF TO RUN NOW~ <3 Have a great day guys <3<3<3

My new phone! It still doesn’t have a name which is unusual. I always manage to name my things the first day I get them, but this one…I don’t know. I have been feeling a little off, so maybe that’s why.

It’s a good phone…I mean..it’s very beautiful. I still haven’t gotten used to it. Kind of overwhelming actually. So many alerts and notifications…kind of intense. But I am happy with it.

I got this bracelet during this Armenian festival that takes place every 4th of July weekend. They have booths lined up at the festival selling all sorts of things…jewelery, books, music, movies, insurance, Armenian traditional things…like a framed poster of the Armenian alphabet, etc etc. I always buy a piece of jewelery every year. Last year I got a ring…which I have lost. This year it was this bracelet~

I managed to fix the AC on my own. I FIXED IT!  I am proud of myself. I’m used to the heat now, so…it’s not a big deal anymore hahaha.

I have a tumblr for anyone who is interested! I really love it…I have lots of folders on my computer filled with images I have collected over the years….My tumblr is like my online folder..if that makes any sense. LOVELOLO ~

I watched Micmacs last week with my friends at the Chinese Theater is Hollywood. I really liked it (I recommend it! By the guy who directed Amelie). I watched 2 Days in Paris a few days ago..and I really disliked it hahaha. I don’t know why it pissed me off so much…it was just annoying. I saw Inception on…Saturday I think. Yeah it was Saturday. It was long…and interesting. I am not crazy about it though. It was interesting..and that’s it~ OKAY RANDOM MOVIE ‘REVIEW’ IS DONE~

Have a good day guys <3

OMG. I am dying from this heat. I love it so much, but I can’t think anymore. Last night our AC decided to stop working so it has been hard keeping cool. I have been having trouble sleeping as well, but I doubt that’s from the heat.

So last week was my final. It went really well, so I’m happy. Now I am keeping myself busy doing all sorts of things. Went to the beach on Saturday, but it was so cold….So I just sat there on the sand with my oversized hoodie. It was fun though~ Yesterday I went to Hollywood and watched Micmacs. It was by the director of Le Fabuleux destin d’Amélie Poulain. It was a fun movie~ I recommend it~
I have been drawing a little bit…trying to paint. I have been…just hanging out with friends <3 Oh man..it’s so hot…hahaha I can’t think.

I’ve been wearing these clothes the most this summer…a variation of these pieces. Usually these jeans with different tops. It’s so hot that I can’t wear a lot of my stuff at the moment. I don’t think I’ll be able to continue wearing these pants today…need a long dress. The bag is a super cute tote that I got as a present from Leanne. I have been using it a lot this past month <3

OKAY. Gonna go draw now <3 I hope you are all doing well <3<3<3

THANK YOU EVERYONE for your good luck wishes. <3 It was a really successful review and I felt very content afterward! They liked what I had worked hard on…and they gave me suggestions that will help me become better~

This is a quick phone post! I am off to buy a canvas and some paint. I am finally free to begin my own projects and it feels amazing.

PS. I’ll post photos soon <3