To say that the past couple of weeks have been difficult would be an understatement. My mom’s illness took an extreme turn for the worse and we’ve had to process the situation and accept very difficult decisions in a short time which has put a lot of stress on us. As a family, we are all a bit on the emotional and sensitive side at the moment. So much happened in a blink of an eye. Now that she is back from the hospital and the situation has settled a bit, I’m glad to say that I’m doing better than I expected. This week I’ve started to feel energized and positive. I want to run forward…do stuff…move on. Though our situation isn’t ideal, I’m happy and grateful. I’m grateful for my loving family and for the amazing friends that I’m lucky to have.
The day my mom was taken to the emergency room, I stayed at my friend’s place. I stayed there several times afterward as well and it became a sanctuary for me (ughhhh sounds so dramatic) – a place where I felt okay when everything else in my life was falling apart. I felt isolated and lonely at home and I couldn’t fall asleep in my room because the silence was so loud…but here I felt at ease. This painting is a snapshot of warmth, coziness, and friendship.
I found this photo last night when I had given up (given up temporarily!) trying to fix the internet. It’s a photograph of my parents from the early 80s. Today is my birthday and I thought it was appropriate.
At Khor Virap – Lusarat, Armenia
I came back from Armenia a month ago and it has taken me this long to make a post. I wanted to write as soon as I got back but to be honest, my experience there was so overwhelming that I didn’t know where to start and so today I decided I should just write something. I need time to process my trip. I took so many photographs and when I sit down to sort through them I get overwhelmed again, so if it’s alright with you, I’m gonna take some time and let them sit for a bit until I’m ready.
Armenia was wonderful. It had been 12 years since I’d been there last. Saying that the place had changed would be a huge understatement. I had heard how much Yerevan (the capital) had changed from friends and family that had traveled there these past couple of years but I didn’t expect to be so pleasantly surprised. It’s a beautiful city with so much happening! People are always out and about and I’m a bit jealous that I’m not there right now.
What I appreciated the most was that I got a chance to disconnect from my worries for a bit. I was surrounded by wonderful people and friends, ate a lot of good food, and was just constantly in awe of how beautiful Armenia is. Lots of love all around <3
I’ll be back with more photos <3
Traveling to Armenia in the afternoon. I am currently sitting alone watching youtube videos and drinking tea because I can’t fall asleep. Yuuuup.
I hope you’re all well <3 I’ll write again soon.
It’s been a while! I’ve been keeping busy…working, working on personal projects, hanging out with people, running around everywhere. Today I finally got a chance to take a break and swim. I am now two shades darker than I was yesterday.
Dressed up as påskkärringar a couple of years ago for Easter~
Have a lovely Easter weekend <3