Up and Down and Up

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2013 started off in a very dramatic fashion. Wasn’t quite prepared for everything, but that’s okay, I improvised. My grandmother was taken to the ER for heart failure. She had some sort of a flu the week before and the doctors said that her heart was having a tough time.

I was with a friend when I heard the news. My heart sank to my stomach. I wasn’t ready at all. She was so weak and small when I saw her. She wasn’t eating anything. I started joking around with her. I am not good in intense situations so I resort to jokes. I tried lightening the mood – I was doing it more for myself I think. Nevertheless, it seemed to help her too. She started talking more and sounded more like her usual self. When I went home I was still anxious and my heart was beating fast, but by the next day I felt more calm.

I visited Ponchik the next day. He makes me so happy. I hugged him as much as I could. I love hugs.

The following day I felt that I might be getting a cold. I didn’t want to stay home, however. I saw Seven Psychopaths for the fifth time with good company. I have memorized it by now. After, I came home to celebrate my parent’s anniversary. It was just the four of us….mom, dad, sister, and I. We laughed a lot. It was nice. I treasure those moments because they happen less and less.

I’m fighting this cold now. Everything is fine. I’m just tired. I try to sleep but I have a migraine that makes it difficult. I’ve been watching documentaries and movies on netflix as a distraction. I tried to read a book earlier but it was a challenge to hold it up. I’ll get to it.

Up and down and up. This is life~

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6 Responses to Up and Down and Up

  1. Leanne says:

    I’m sorry to hear you got bad news over New Years. Hope your grandmother is feeling much better now!

    Your dog is soooo cute!

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  2. Jea says:

    I hope your grandmother will be fine. I guess joking around with her indeed helped. You know what they say, “Laughter is the best medicine.” ;)

    Congratulations to your parents for their recent anniversary. More happy years to them! :)

    Get well soon!

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  3. Jing says:

    I’m very sorry to hear about your grandmother. I pray for her speedy recovery. It’s good that you are able to be there for her and make her laugh :-) I also hope you feel better soon from your cold. There’s been news about how flues have been spreading around. Try to stay warm and drink lots of water!

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  4. Nancy says:

    I hope your grandmother will pull through. Despite of the incident, you still did what you can to lighten the mood. Even I wouldn’t know how to respond if I was in this situation. Hopefully, she’s better by now.

    It sounds like you had fun watching Seven Psychopaths. Happy anniversary to your parents! It’s great to hear that they’re having a long lasting relationship :) .

    I wish you the best of luck with fighting your cold. You know what to do ;) . And hope the cold disappears pronto!

    Take care :)

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  5. Liza says:

    Sorry to hear about the downs happening. :( I’ll keep your grandmother in my thoughts; I hope she gets better and that all goes well.

    As for your cold, VITAMIN C! I got sick in December, and it turned into strep throat, and then possibly the flu. I’m going to the doctor sometime later today for my cough. :L Ugh.

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  6. Jen says:

    I hope you get more ups in the following months. So is your grandmother feeling ok now?

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